Realization

In this vast world
There's nothing that you didn't learn from others
Except for feeding yourself
You know it right away after you were born...
Teacher, is what you call
To someone who taught you about something
Sometimes you don't realize
And tend to ignore
Or refuse to admit it...
But the truth is,
There is someone out of school
A human being
Called TEACHER...

From Me to My Only Heart...

Still waiting for that time
The time where this heart sets free
To witness the world as a fresh new one
Whose heart was freed from the love
Which had been hurting it
Countless time, over and over again
How could this heart
Bear the pain of thousand years
In a single year without a visible tears
It kept the tears inside
Flowing like The Great Nil
Unstoppable by any means and forces
I pity you my only heart
For you only know how to love
This had vigorously hurt you
And I pity you my only heart
For only knowing how to love
Not how to hurt, not how to hate
Just in case you didn't know
I share everything you felt with you my dear
And this I promise you
Will be repay by Him
Millions times better...


** Written on 20/11/2008 at 1.12 am. I wrote this for every lament that I had when my heart was broken by she whom I love the most in my life. And still, I'm deeply in love with her, couldn't forget her smile and the time that we had have together...still hoping for her to return, but not knowing whether I can believe in her again or not. Hopefully she'll always be happy coz as long as I'm still breathing, somewhere in this world, someone will always love her and pray for her happiness..

When He Is Alone

By the time the wind starts to blow

The raindrops already tickles on the earth

Make the leaves dancing

And then fall, when the wind

shakes the tree…

That boy sit calmly - alone

Thinking about nothing - that’s what he thought

What he did yesterday

The thing he just did before he sit there

His plan for tomorrow

everything - all alone…

Every single drops on his face

Draw him away from his world

“Raining already?”

Alone - he run like there’s no end to this world

Afraid of being scolded…

Back at home, after dinner

He’s caught, once again

In his own world

Alone…

A Morning Thought

It’s still early in the morning
After a quick breakfast at the mamak stall
And a couple of cigarette
I continue to my destination
Reaching the front gate, I slow down
Just stop there...for nothing
Hundreds of people rushing in
Very rarely can you see anybody coming out
Everybody is so eager
So enthusiastic of what they’ll get in there
Unlike them, I’m standing still
Motionless, emotionless, inexpressive, mute
I light another cigarette...for nothing
I have no need for it
Just can’t stop myself from doing that
The morning haze, the morning breeze, the morning air
They all amaze me
A wonderful thing I got to feel and enjoy
Unlike them, they may feel it
But they couldn’t enjoy it

Another Step Further

This would be my first own blog. I don't think of making it bombastic or anything, just as a place where I can put what I feel and see into words - in somehow a more advance way compared to writing in the diary. Here, maybe I could get a response and feedback from anybody who happen to read what I write.
So, hopefully, this first step would be a nice start for me getting used to this world of advanced technology.