A Song for Her

My love, my love, my love

The words dancing on my lips

Since I first get to know you

You caught my eyes, my lonely eyes

Just with your sweet and honest smile

"so innocent" is what your face told me

That made my heart melt

Dropping in a kettle called love

Thoughtless I stared, startled endlessly

Looking at the most beautiful and incomparable

With your shadow I've gone

Lurking away from reality

I saw you and me

Holding hands together

Under a tree on a rainy night

Where words don't speak

We talk with eyes

Only we understand it

Hoping for the rain lasts forever

So we can hold each other longer

Never separated...ever

The Metaphor & You

Imagine a pile of water
Thrown away to the ground
Putting them away from all needs
Letting them to dessicated on their own

But look, the soil is there
Absorbing, taking all the water into it
That's what family do
Accepting you when the others are not
Comforting you when the world hurts you
And loving you when the rest hates you

Look at the night sky
Where the moon rules and shine
Only for the sky to close it down
Hiding the moon behind it's palm

But wait, see who's there
The stars are still there - shining
Even when the moon is blocked
That's how a friend should be
Staying through every obstacles
And waiting faithfully
For you to stand up again

Of Some and Day

Someday when I know enough

I'll go through what you've expected from me

Breaking all the codes and mystery

Of life that never disappoint me

Someday when you can see clearly

You'll watch how I stand up

And face everything with courage

Alongside my friends and family

Someday when you're cautious enough

You'll realize how resolute I am

Whenever I say I'll try, then I'll really try

and when I say I want it, you'll see me getting it

Someday when I old enough

I'll look back at everything

And I'll look at them with smile

Knowing there's not a single thing

I regret doing it

When It Happens

It happens when you're alone

When you're awake with your eyes wide open

While everyone else fall asleep

No voice nor sound

Just you and the night

Flashing through your memory

Keep checking on them

One box after another

Full of moments

of happiness and sadness

and of ecxitement and devastation

It happens when you're alone

Just like that

Thinking of what have been done

Staring on what you've achieved

Lamenting on every mistakes you've committed

Motivating on having a better tomorrow

All this happens

In just a blink of the eyes

And it happens when you're alone

Off We Go

Towards the darkness we march
Away from the light that has been
Haunting us to the end of our road
Cowering our eyes with lies

Towards the darkness we see
Through its gloom and shadow
Wanting to put ourselves deeper into it
In search of the real truth

Away from the light we run
As there’s nothing in the light
That can push us
To the limit we never have imagined

Off to the road we go
Straight towards the end
Climbing all those torn and wall
To the darkness we adore
As there lies all the truth
Hidden by the light

The One Thing

The one thing
That every living being needs
Is the unsung AIR
Less likely to be praised
What more to be appreciated
But the truth still
Every living being in the planet
Needs it

The one thing
That every human being desire
Is the admirable wealth
The poor would die for it
So does the rich
But wealth to me seem to be too general
Too many type of wealth in my culture
Property, values, love, kids, family & peace
They are also wealth
That we all desire

The one thing
That every man hated
Is to be weak
It doesn't matter if they are really weak
As long as they looked tough, strong and independent
It is the nature of a man
Who is born to be the leader in this temporary phenomenal world
What can we hope to get
If the leader seemed to be weak and unreliable
That is why man hate it
To be weak

The one thing
That every women could not resist
Is temptation
Temptation of jewellery, good-looking things & gossips
Maybe that explains why they got nine desire
It is also the main reason
Why they get jealous so easily
Try tempting a woman
And you'll find yourself in their favour
Because they got that thing they could not resist
Temptation

Lost

If ever there was a lost call

This is it

As the world go round

As the time run fast

We were left here

Just like the crow that stays on the roof

Knowing nothing about the man with a rifle

Who hides behind the chimney

If ever you were called here

Never return the call

As you will later suffer

As you will later regret

As you will later cursing all the fates that pointed you here

Only those who know the meaning of patient

The meaning of commitment

The meaning of faith and belief

Can bear what you will find hard to bear

Just listen to the breath of the earth

The very soil you stamped your foot everyday

They breathe…An air you can never see, touched nor imagine

Just keep yourself there

Low and humble

As we’re only the servant of the people

Just be there…

A Banana Tree I Am...

How could I love her

I have no love left in my heart

Am I too stupid

For not opening the door to my heart

It's not that I don't want to open it

but the key is lost

together with the one

who was once lived in there before

Perhaps it's true that maybe

I am destined to flourish only once in my life

Like the banane tree

Too brave and honest she is

to put her heart out

to let everybody know that

her fruit is coming out soon

the lovely banana that she worked so hard to produce

but at last

she ended up dying

after her love was taken away...

Something about Something...

There is a moment,
Where you wanted to turn the time,
Backwards to where it’s most pleased you,
Is it called greedy?
No…it isn’t,
It is desire…

There is a place,
Where you wanted to go the most,
Reminiscing your past,
Even if it means you have to leave everything,
That you now possess,
Is it called useless?
No…it isn’t,
It is hope…

There is something,
That you wanted to do the most,
Even you can’t really do it,
What do they called it?
I don’t know,
But I called it dream…

There is someone,
That you wanted to be with,
To share with,
Even once, you were heavily dampened by that someone,
Is it called stupid? Or crazy?
No…it isn’t,
It is love…

Realization

In this vast world
There's nothing that you didn't learn from others
Except for feeding yourself
You know it right away after you were born...
Teacher, is what you call
To someone who taught you about something
Sometimes you don't realize
And tend to ignore
Or refuse to admit it...
But the truth is,
There is someone out of school
A human being
Called TEACHER...

From Me to My Only Heart...

Still waiting for that time
The time where this heart sets free
To witness the world as a fresh new one
Whose heart was freed from the love
Which had been hurting it
Countless time, over and over again
How could this heart
Bear the pain of thousand years
In a single year without a visible tears
It kept the tears inside
Flowing like The Great Nil
Unstoppable by any means and forces
I pity you my only heart
For you only know how to love
This had vigorously hurt you
And I pity you my only heart
For only knowing how to love
Not how to hurt, not how to hate
Just in case you didn't know
I share everything you felt with you my dear
And this I promise you
Will be repay by Him
Millions times better...


** Written on 20/11/2008 at 1.12 am. I wrote this for every lament that I had when my heart was broken by she whom I love the most in my life. And still, I'm deeply in love with her, couldn't forget her smile and the time that we had have together...still hoping for her to return, but not knowing whether I can believe in her again or not. Hopefully she'll always be happy coz as long as I'm still breathing, somewhere in this world, someone will always love her and pray for her happiness..

When He Is Alone

By the time the wind starts to blow

The raindrops already tickles on the earth

Make the leaves dancing

And then fall, when the wind

shakes the tree…

That boy sit calmly - alone

Thinking about nothing - that’s what he thought

What he did yesterday

The thing he just did before he sit there

His plan for tomorrow

everything - all alone…

Every single drops on his face

Draw him away from his world

“Raining already?”

Alone - he run like there’s no end to this world

Afraid of being scolded…

Back at home, after dinner

He’s caught, once again

In his own world

Alone…

A Morning Thought

It’s still early in the morning
After a quick breakfast at the mamak stall
And a couple of cigarette
I continue to my destination
Reaching the front gate, I slow down
Just stop there...for nothing
Hundreds of people rushing in
Very rarely can you see anybody coming out
Everybody is so eager
So enthusiastic of what they’ll get in there
Unlike them, I’m standing still
Motionless, emotionless, inexpressive, mute
I light another cigarette...for nothing
I have no need for it
Just can’t stop myself from doing that
The morning haze, the morning breeze, the morning air
They all amaze me
A wonderful thing I got to feel and enjoy
Unlike them, they may feel it
But they couldn’t enjoy it

Another Step Further

This would be my first own blog. I don't think of making it bombastic or anything, just as a place where I can put what I feel and see into words - in somehow a more advance way compared to writing in the diary. Here, maybe I could get a response and feedback from anybody who happen to read what I write.
So, hopefully, this first step would be a nice start for me getting used to this world of advanced technology.